Alhamdulillah..almost 3yrs bein a mama..3x dpt sambut mom day dah..tp 3x tu jugak aku sambut mom day without husband..but this year nothing special..I've made my 1st cake..suppose to be perfect..tp tak perfect mane.tape cube lagi..
I don't know wether it is bcoz postnatal depressio aka meroyan..tp aku rs sikit emotionally unstabil today..
Give up with my son..
Give up on my marriage..
Give up to stay strong..
Give up to be a wife..
Give up on everything..
I don't want to be the same person anymore..
Hmm..sahla aku kene sipi2 demam meroyan ni..mujur solat tu selamatkan semuanya..
Ya Allah berilah perlindungan dan hidayah pada hambaMu yang lemah ini.amin.
*sigh*
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